Why this Book
Loved Unconditionally Was Written For…
FOR THE LGBTQ+ PERSON WHO LEFT THE CHURCH BUT NOT THE FAITH
You are not broken.
You are not an accident.
You are fully and completely loved by God exactly as
He made you.
FOR THE PERSON STRUGGLING WITH ADDICTION, SHAME, OR SELF-HATRED
Nothing you have done, nothing you have survived places you beyond His reach.
FOR ANYONE WHO FEELS TOO FAR GONE, TOO BROKEN, OR TOO MUCH
Healing begins with willingness, not perfection. You don't need to have it together to come to God. You just need to come.
FOR SURVIVORS OF BETRAYAL, RELIGIOUS TRAUMA, OR DEEP LOSS
Jesus welcomed the wounded, the rejected, the misunderstood, and the outcast. Love was always the point.
The Heart of the Book
This Isn't A Book About Religion.
It's A Book About The God Who Shows Up.
Loved Unconditionally traces a journey from addiction, abandonment, and religious rejection to an encounter with a God who required nothing and excluded no part of her. It's raw. It's unflinching. And it's proof that no one—not even you—is too far gone.
Raw & Real
Not polished. Not curated. This is truth spoken bravely.
Transformational
Healing as a process, not a moment. From survival to wholeness.
For Every Wound
Trauma, addiction, LGBTQ+ rejection, religious hurt, grief, shame.
Still Wondering?
WHO IS THIS BOOK FOR?
Anyone who has felt too broken,
too ashamed, or too far outside the lines to be loved by God. The veteran.
The addict. The abuse survivor.
The one who left the church wounded. If any part of that is you, this book was written for you.
WHAT IF I'VE NEVER BEEN RELIGIOUS?
This book is about encountering God directly, not through religion. Fenix's story speaks to anyone searching for meaning, belonging, and unconditional love—regardless of their background or beliefs.
HOW IS THIS DIFFERENT FROM OTHER SPIRITUAL MEMOIRS?
Loved Unconditionally is raw and unfiltered. It doesn't offer easy answers or curated inspiration. Instead, it traces a real transformation from trauma and addiction to encountering a God who required nothing and loved unconditionally.
Meet Fenix
From Freefall To Found
At fourteen, Fenix left home with nothing but wounds no child should carry. What followed was a freefall: drug abuse, sexual abuse, deep shame. Then one night, out of options, she asked God why. He didn't send her to a church. He came to her. Personally. Today, she walks alongside others who've been told the same lies.
How Fenix Helps Now
Healing Isn't Just About Your Story,
It's About What You Do With It
Reading Loved Unconditionally plants seeds. Working with Fenix helps them grow. She offers one-on-one coaching, group healing experiences, and speaking for organizations ready to walk their healing journey.